Do you feel like you’re a crybaby? Don’t worry. I’m worse than you. I’m perpetually crying. If not outside, then outside. Sometimes, the pain gets so bad I can’t cry. That’s dangerous. The last time I cried wasn’t as far away as I thought.
The Last Time I Cried
This was a couple of days ago. I realized that I wasn’t going to be able to pay my bills.
I’ve tried to get gigs, you guys. I’ve tried to apply for jobs, over 500, but nothing. And the ones that are available might as well be peanuts. I need money for my medication. I need money for my gluten intolerance and other essentials for a lady.
We have so many needs as women! Unfortunately, we can only get these things if we have money.
And I’m not about being a charity case.
That is even more painful than not having the money in the first place.
I felt especially bad because I’ve been able to look after myself for the longest time. So being on the other side of the giving side is hard.
Hard like you would not believe. Are you like that? Do you find it hard to accept help, but willing offer yours?
Hey, when push comes to shove, all pride falls.
Like the #feesmustfall plight.
How It was Resolved
An angel came through and offered to pay my bills. But I still have to pay ’em back. That’s OK because I have faith that I will get something that will help me to pay them back. But they can’t blacklist me or whatever because of bounced debit orders and the like.
Where To From Here
I guess I need to start cold calling. If you know anyone in need of written content, please hit me up on my email, firstname.lastname@example.org. I’ll be eternally grateful. P.S. I read EVERY email.
Blog posts, articles, you know. All that good stuff.
When was the last time YOU cried? How did it get resolved if at all? I’d love to hear from you below!